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Bellisle

2010-12-16T16:26:21Z

When all is said and done and dead/does he love you the way that I do?

Jasper was mad. Enraged, actually. If he hadn't tried to attack Bella, she wouldn't have gotten hurt, then Carlisle wouldn't have had to stitch her up, and they wouldn't be together.

Breathing in lightning/tonight's for fighting.

"Stay away from her, Carlisle."

"Why should I? I love her, Jasper."

I feel the hurt/so physical.

Think twice before you touch my girl/come around I'll let you feel the burn.

Carlisle felt the venom from Jasper's attack. Bella was worried, but the doctor in the next room didn't want to be bothered.

Think twice before you touch my girl/come around come around no more.

Jasper thought about leaving. Just packing up and going somewhere far away.

Think twice before you touch my girl/come around I'll let you feel the burn.

"I will kill to protect what is mine, Jasper."

Think twice before you touch my girl/come around no more.

How dare he think that he can take whatever he wants.

She spreads her love/she burns me up.

"You need to choose someone, Bella. Jasper, or me."

I can't let go/I can't get out.

I've said enough/enough by now.

"I can't choose between the ones I love."

"You have to."

"I won't!"

I can't let go/I can't get out.'

Wait till the day you finally see/I've been here waiting patiently.

Carlisle wouldn't let her go. He couldn't.

Crossing my fingers/and my t's.'

She cried on my shoulder begging please.

"Jasper, please don't leave me. You know you can't."

"There's no other option."

Think twice before you touch my girl/come around I'll let you feel the burn.

'Think twice before you touch my girl/come around come around no more.

"Stay away from Bella, Jasper. Or you will not like the consequences."

"I'm already living in Hell without her. What more can you do to me?"

Think twice before you touch my girl/come around I'll let you feel the burn

.'Think twice before you touch my girl/come around come around no more.

Carlisle watched as Bella fell to the ground, sobbing. It was for the best, he told himself.

She spreads her love/she burns me up.

Couldn't Bella see that Carlisle was the thing tearing them apart?

I can't let go/I can't get out.

"To let go of you would be losing you, Bella. I want you to love me instead of Jasper."

I've said enough/enough by now.

"What more can I say, Jasper? I love you. Isn't that enough?"

I can't let go/I can't get out.

What is it you really want?

"What do you want, Bella? Eternal life, or a death in eighty years or so?"

"I don't know, Carlisle. I can't, until my heart tells me."

I'm tired of asking.

"I'm sick of asking you everything and getting nothing back, Jasper! Just tell me, for God's sake!"

You're gone/I'm wasted.

Bella was drunk again. With Jasper gone, all she could do was drink all the memories away.

When I showed up/and he was there.

'I tried my best to grin and bear

Carlisle would smile and hide his worry. For Bella's sake, at least.

And took the stairs/but didn't stop at the street.

Jasper climbed in the window. He had to see her one more time.

And as we speak, I'm going down.

Cuz she spread her love/and burnt me up'.

"Why won't you just choose me, Bella?"

I can't let go/I can't get out.

I've said enough/enough by now.

Carlisle didn't know what else he could say.

I can't let go/I can't get out.

''''Think twice before you touch my girl/come around I'll let you feel the burn.

"Get out of here, Carlisle. Or Esme will find out about your little relationship with Bella.

Think twice before you touch my girl/come around come around no more

.Bella never wanted to choose between them. How could she, when they both meant so much?

Think twice before you touch my girl/come around I'll let you feel the burn.

The ultimate love. She would give up her life today, and join him.

Think twice before you touch my girl/Come around no more.

"Bella!"

She turned away from the man she left behind.

"Do you, Isabella Swan, take Jasper Whitlock to be your lawfully wedded husband?"

"Bella don't do this!"

With a determined thrust of the chin, she sealed her fate.

"I do."

(song is Think Twice, by Eve 6. Characters are property of the genius that is Stephanie Meyer. Comments would be appreciated.)

the way she feels bellisle

2010-12-06T19:38:38Z

She's upset/bad day. "Everybody just leave me alone, okay?"

Heads for the dresser drawer to/drive her pain away.'

Nothing good can come of this.

"Bella, what's wrong? Talk to us.""No, Carlisle. Just leave me alone."

She opens it/there's nothing.

There is only leftover tears.

Tears kept falling. Bella didn't know how to stop them.

Mom and Dad had no right she screams."Charlie had no right to say that! He doesn't know anything about us."

As the anger runs down both of her cheeks.

Then she closed her eyes.

Carlisle was scared. Not that he wasn't always scared when Bella was involved, but the radio was blaring and Bella hadn't made a sound for nearly an hour.

And found relief in a knife.

Bella smiled. The pain was gone at last.

The blood flows as she cries.

Tears mixed with the red falling down.

All alone the way she feels.

Nobody understood just how much she needed him. They only looked and judged.

Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief.

Carlisle knew she felt alone. But he didn't know how to help her.

Bite the lip just forget the bleeding.

Hiding it was the easy part. Knowing what happened and not doing anything about it was harder.

Curled up she's on the floor.

Dreams left her lying in a ball, sobbing. Edward had left her the second he knew what was happening.

Relief left her she had hoped for something more from it.

Nothing worked anymore. Her love for him was making everything worse.

He leans down to comfort her.

Carlisle picked up his son's fiance, or at least what was left of her, and carried her to his office. He didn't want to end her life this way, but it was the only way she could forget, and the only way they could be together. As he sank his fangs into her neck, his tears mixed with her own.

She is weeping and he/wraps his arms around.

"Bella, wake up. Wake up for me," the voices whispered. The tears blurred everything.

And around and around her.

Someone was stroking her hair softly. Bella couldn't tell who it was.

The deeper you cut/the deeper I hurt.

Didn't Bella know that cutting herself hurt him too? Didn't she see that?

The deeper you cut/it only gets worse.

Cutting numbed the pain for a while. But once the numbness left, the pain came back ten times worse.Carlisle wanted her memories of his arrogant son to leave. He wanted her to himself.

Now she's slowly opening new eyes.

"Carlisle?" Her voice was like music, a peal of melody that went with the crimson eyes and crystal skin.

Then she opened her eyes/and found relief through his life.

Bella suddenly felt hope. Maybe as a vampire, she wouldn't be so vulnerable.

And put down her knives.

"Promise me you won't cut anymore, Bella. You have to promise." "Carlisle, I promise."

T'hen she opened her life.

Talking about the past helped her control the mental war.

And found relief through his eyes.

Gold washed away the haze of red. Her eyes reflected what she had wanted all along: Him.

And put down/she put down her life.

"I love you, Isabella."

Looking up, she smiled."Love you too, Carlisle."

And as Carlisle took in his arms this girl he loved, needed, protected, and changed, their lips met in a brush of contact.That's when Bella and Carlisle knew that the ones they had always known as their lovers were completely wrong for them.Because they were right for each other.

help me with some creativity??

2010-11-19T17:44:12Z

hey guys! i need some help.

I want to write a story about bella/carlisle, and I have the title all thought up, but i can't seem to think of anything else.

Title is Silver Comet.

If u guys can come up with a start, I will choose the best one and try to expand on it.

Credit will be given to the winner, jsyk.

Thx all!!!!

Bellisle: edgy, forbidden, enchanting! 17:44, November 19, 2010 (UTC)