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What do we have to say?

2010-03-22T17:26:06Z

The ones who say the least, have the most to say.

The ones who are the most quiet, have the most important things to say.

The ones that mock, are the most tiny people you can find.

The ones that like to make a fight, are oh so lonely if it weren't for their followers.

The ones that are the most afraid, are the ones that have the most guts at the end.

Because we all have that trait that will lead to surprise.

Because people think you show them everything.

But sometimes, if you listen very well, you can hear a lot of things hidden underneath what they say.

You can hear their feelings.

The astonishing part.

The things you don't expect.

Let's astonish everyone with what we have to say.

Today.

Now.

Missin' my twi-wiki-friends!

2010-03-15T19:00:10Z

Hey Martin, Jess and Luna.

Oh, my God.

I miss you all soo much!

I'd rather write each and everyone of you a personal message, but this stupid nurse only gave me 15 minutes.

I miss you, Martin, and your fascinating questions and answers. I hope to give you a lot of messages soon!

I miss you, Jess, with all your interesting lifestories of your day! I'm waiting for more!!!!

And Bells, I miss you SOOOOO much, with your little stories! (Please give me more, in English. I'm BEGGING you :)).

I miss y'all so much, you became a daily thing in my life.

BTW: In case you didn't know already: I'm in the hospital after an... euhm... how do you say it? Wait a sec.. Appendix thingy. It burst/popped open, and I had surgeries.

Only three more silly days from hell until I can go back home and post y'all so much you become sick of it!

Please.. BEGGING you: PLEASE give me (un)interesting stories (real life or just a funny story you wrote out of the blue ;)). I need distraction. I made all my homework already, out of boredom, and isn't the good side of being sick to not have to make homework? Damn!

(BTW: I miss you and your arguements with Luna too, TLG! And Ha-Za, you don't know me, but I'm COMPLETELY addicted to your stories XD).

Bye, love you!!!

A LOT OF KISSES FOR Y'ALL: XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

AND A LOT OF HUGS: OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Byebye, the nurse is giving me the angry look, with her face all turning blue... HELP ME!

Jump into the deep.

2010-03-04T19:01:11Z

Hey everyone.

I started thinking. (Yes, again. I know I'm well known by the fact I think to much about things)

Like this:

Three years ago, we had to choose our HS. Everyone was going to school 1. I HATED that school. I RIDICULED it. But on the other hand, I was totally and completely terrified of going to a HS by myself, with no one I knew. But what did I do?

I went to school 2. On the first day I was completely sick at the thought of entering the classroom, where I thought to see everyone in groups, and I wouldn't have anyone to sit with. But, like with a lot of fears, it turned out to be way less terrifying then I thought. (Or you could just say I completely overreacted, something else I'm very well known for.)

But: wanna know what happened? ~~(Maybe not, then just go to another page :P).~~

When I saw that classroom, and all those strange people I didn't know, and my fears faded away! I sat on a chair, and soon someone joined me. Everyone is making such a hype about moving to another school (am I using the right word now?), but it was very different of my expectations. I realized I was NOT the only one who was that scared. And then I came to a conclusion.

Better jump into the deep if this is what you want then stay dry and just dream of what could've been.

Understand? (Maybe not.)

But, another friend of mine decided to stay dry. She went to school 1. The school all the popular people went to. She went to another school three weeks after that. She wasn't sure, so she choose the safe way.

Well, just wanted to post this to show what changes can mean to your life.

xoxo,

^TALK

We are the world! (It's true!)

2010-02-15T21:01:38Z

Hey everyone!

Did you saw the new we are the world already?

Listen closely to the lyrics.

Like Love is all we need and we are the world

Those things are so true.

Well, set up your hearts everyone help everyone you can!

Because: There's a choice we're makin

Start givin.

NOW.

Just listen to the song.

Cuz we, we all over the world, we're the only ones that can make the world better.

LISTEN PLEASE!

I love y'all,

MIA <3

ME BEING CRAZY (DON'T WORRY, JUST FOR ONCE!)

2010-02-07T18:01:07Z

Hey everyone <3!

Don't you just LOVE the weekend? I mean, you can do whatever you want, relax a little bit, maybe make some homework.

Just what I think of it.

Tomorrow I have 2 go to school again; so does everyone else. (Unless someone is in a timedifference; those lucky bastards have an extra day off!!!!)

But; I think I can get started reading Breaking Dawn tomorrow, but I'm not entirely sure. I hope so.. :P

I really don't have a lot to talk about today; maybe because I get inspirations for my blogs from schoolexperiences; I mean, isn't the teenagerbrain fascinating? I mean, we all have our own opinions, and we're all very stubborn.

Wait a second, I'm going to ask my brother (He is 7, haha) what he thinks of me being a teenager.

Well, I'm back.

Wanna know what that little man said?

Well, I'll thank God on my knees if your behaviour is only temporarily! You're so stupid!

I mean, get serious, like 7-year-olds aren't annoying as hell. They always want what they want, and everything and anything else can disappear, but THEY need to get what THEY want.

Hahahahaha.

Sorry. I'm a little tired.

Don't comment if you think I'm acting a little stupid.

See y'all soon!

Mia.

P.S: Only Jess could react then, since she's so crazy she couldn't possibly think I'm acting stupid right now!!! Haha, just kidding Jess, <3 U!! XOXO!

SORRY FOLKS, I'M ACTING A LITTLE CRAZY TONIGHT!

2010-02-07T18:00:27Z

Hey everyone <3!

Don't you just LOVE the weekend? I mean, you can do whatever you want, relax a little bit, maybe make some homework.

Just what I think of it.

Tomorrow I have 2 go to school again; so does everyone else. (Unless someone is in a timedifference; those lucky bastards have an extra day off!!!!)

But; I think I can get started reading Breaking Dawn tomorrow, but I'm not entirely sure. I hope so.. :P

Wait a second, I'm going to ask my brother (He is 7, haha) what he thinks of me being a teenager.

Well, I'm back.

Wanna know what that little man said?

Well, I'll thank God on my knees if your behaviour is only temporarily! You're so stupid!

I mean, get serious, like 7-year-olds aren't annoying as hell. They always want what they want, and everything and anything else can disappear, but THEY need to get what THEY want.

Hahahahaha.

Sorry. I'm a little tired.

Don't comment if you think I'm acting a little stupid.

See y'all soon!

Mia.

P.S: Only Jess could react then, since she's so crazy she couldn't possibly think I'm acting stupid right now!!! Haha, just kidding Jess, <3 U!! XOXO!

Dedication.

2010-02-05T14:38:25Z

This blog is a dedication to everyone that has to deal with the huge pain of losing a beloved one, and is especially written for and dedicated to my deceased classmate Ryan, and for Pamela, a girl I never knew, but who, from now on, always will stay in my mind. May they rest in peace.

I can't promise I'll remember everything about you, because sometimes my mind unfortunately lets memory's slip.

I can't promise I won't move on with my life at some point, though it seems so far away.

I can't promise I'll never open my heart for anyone else.

But I'm promising right now, on this very moment, I'll do everyting to remember you as good as I can.

I promise you'll always have a place in my life.

I promise, I'll let you stay in my heart until the day I die.

I promise we'll meet each other in heaven.

I promise I'll always remember that I'm not alone in this world, that there's always someone I can turn to.

I promise to keep the things you thought me in mind.

I promise, I swear, I'll never forget you, wherever I'm going.

I promise I'll remember you're with me.

IN LOVING MEMORY OF ALL THE LOVED ONES WHO PASSED AWAY, MAY THEY REST IN PEACE!

Sometimes you just get unpleasently surprises..

2010-02-02T20:05:46Z

Don't you have those days, that you wake up and it's like you're floating, the birds are singing, everything's okay.

There isn't one thing in the whole thing that could go better. And then you slowly start to realize it... There's something going to happen, and it isn't fun.

I had one of those last Wednesday. Like I said, it was like I was floating, and the birds actually sung. The whole day I was getting good grades. everything was fun, and more of that stuff.

And then we get Human Minds. I had to do a assignment with a girl that's kinda double (I mean, one day she's an angel, the other she is acting like there's something wrong with you..).

Apparently, I was bossy and ugly and snobbish and mean and rude and selfish..

But, the same moment she said that, I knew she couldn't possibly be right!

Because if you know yourself well, you know what kind of things you've deserved and what not. This was on my What I DON'T deserve-list.

But I thought; a lot of people are getting these kind of arguements every day, and if everybody just believes what someone else's saying about you, you couldn't possibly be confident about yourself!

I mean, you're not always as other people say you are.

My little assignment:

Try this for one week: JUST BEFORE you're going to sleep, stand in front of a mirror, and say 10 times: I'm a great person no matter what anyone says!

And then tell me how it went!

LOVE Y'ALL!

MIA!

When Change Comes....

2010-01-26T18:14:55Z

I don't like change. Or choices. The second mostly because it usually leads to the first thing.

I don't like change, because what if the place where you're right now, your world, what if everything is just perfect as it is? If your whole life is perfect in the way it is and things change, thats NOT nice.

But you know, sometimes, one choice can have an impact on a lot of people. So sometimes I think we all should make a little sacrifice every once in a while: Because what if the change itself just makes your world a little different, but the same thing can be a lifechanging experience to another person. So what if your world isn't perfect? Thats impossible anyway. You think it's perfect, but nothing and nobody is! What if your world mostly stays the same, but someone elses won't be the same ever again?

Let me give you an example:

My classmate committed suicide on December 4th 2008. He apparently didn't thought a lot would change, but me and the rest of the class (even though they don't show it) never became the same again.

That boy was bullied by almost the whole class! Just because he didn't had a lot of money, and didn't always looked in their standards cool. Every bully cried their eyes out that 4th December, but a week later they started teasing again like nothing ever happenend. LIKE NOTHING EVER HAPPENED! Everybody knows everybody thinks of it. And the bullies cry when they think nobody sees them. But they all know they might have played a big role in the suicide of their classmate.

Now bullies might be bullies, but later, when we are in college, we will find them working in a low job without education. But then the fact they're not in college or something is not because they don't have money but because they've chosen to bully rather then study. So. Always be prepared on the fact you might make a lifechanging decision every freakin' day!

Change. Sometimes it's good for you, sometimes it isn't. And when it isn't just try to make yourself feel better by thinking that there will probably someone happy about the change out there. (not because it didn't work out for you, but because it did work out for them!)

Think about it!

Jess, I miss you!

I'll see you around the site!

MIA

First Impression (In the bad way!)

2010-01-25T19:25:51Z

Hey everybody!

Today I'm talking about some serious things here.

You know, I love talking on this blog, and the girls I've met on this site are so nice! Much nicer then the most girls in my class, but my mom and teachers always say I'm emotionally much further progressed then the kids in my class.

That's because I'm born with a Incomplete Cleft Plate. (Just google it, actually it involves born with a huge hole in the back of my mouth, very rude said. At a lot of people you can clearly see it, but not with me) Sounds very scary, but it isn't.

So all my life people stated I was crazy. You know, they actually thought I had Down-syndrome! Just because they glanced once or two times at me!

I can take a lot, but stating an impression at first sight can really piss me off. A lot of people just refused to get to know me. So I stopped to let them get to know me. I'm the most silent, quiet teenager of my entire school. A lot of teachers said that. But if the biggest bullies aren't there, I'm a little more open. People are surprised to see I'm *QUOTE* A very nice, funny, girl *QUOTE* \

Now I don't know the size of the risk I'm taking, but since girls like Larissa and Jess are really nice, I thought lets get all the things cleared up. :P

So, today I revealed a little more of myself. Tomorrow will be filled with my crazy spins of thoughts.

See you later!

Mia,

(It must be stated that the girls I mentioned are a 1000000 times more sweeter then I am XD)

Monkey-Girl 19:25, January 25, 2010 (UTC)

Honesty: Rude or Nice? Talk about it!

2010-01-22T20:50:58Z

Hallelujah!

It's weekend! Oh, MY GOD. It's just what I needed. A little more me-time, if you know what I mean... I was talking to my friends, (well, rather arguing) about me telling everything I think. Even to the person in question. And me being one time to nosy, and the other time I don't pay attention. Ofcourse I started to defend myself, but then I said something I maybe shouldn't at that time, especcially when you're arguing: I was telling the friend in question EXACTLY what I thought, in that moment, of her. Oops. Ofcourse, like you can understand, it wasn't really nice. But, being me, I stayed polite. That didn't make things much better. She said either to not be so negative or just stay away from me.

She acted like I was some kind of psycho! Can you imagine that? Me being a psycho? Me? (Be very honest if you think I am actually one!) Then, I said, well, I like your company, but, you know since forever that I always say what I think (and, without showing off, I'm usually right.) She went to her worst point at that time. She almost yelled I should stay out of her business. Then, like Bella does sometimes, I went mad and I said (Not yelled; I'm a lady!) that she was measuring with double standards. Because she wants 4 things: 1) Me being honest 2) Me not being so negative 3) Show interest, and 4) Keep out of her business. Now; you can make the following combinations; 1-2, 1-3, 2-3, 2-4, 3-1, 3-2, 4-1 or 4-2. But not 1,2,3 & 4 altogether.

I said she had a choice to make, and that I wouldn't care less what she would choose; with the way she acted now, around all my classmates and fixing all public attention on us, I thought she wasn't quite the nice friend she always was. Now she was showing her true face. She said she used to think I'm nice, but about a month ago I started to annoy her. I asked why she didn't keep her distance, and why she kept sharing secrets with me and knowing I would ask questions. She said she wasn't able to do that because she was afraid of me confronting her about her sudden switch in mood towards me. (If this isn't normal English for you anymore, just skip this part!) I asked her what she would do then. She said she didn't know. I was confused; why wouldn't she say the truth?

She said that not everyone is as rude as me. I said that being honest wasn't rudeness, but my form of being nice. Because I'd rather want a friend that always says what she's thinking than someone who starts ignoring me and than snap out of the blue.

Now we're cool. But now I asked for distance. She was stunned; why? I said I didn't like the way she has treated me today.

Now I don't know how this will continue, but, I need your opinions, because I'm kinda losing it here: Did she acted crazy or am I really that stupid?

Please say it in your comment, especially you, Jess.

With love,

Mia.

Lost & Found

2010-01-21T20:24:16Z

We all are a little bit messy sometimes, aren't we?

I'm really messy, and I'm always forgetting things. It drives my mom crazy. I remember once, a year ago, I locked myself out. I didn't see the problem. I called my mom, and sat and waited in the cafeteria across the street. Now, wanna know what kind of people I saw there? When I started looking, I mean really looking, I realized how much I was sucked up in my own little world, I lost my focus. And there I stood, and I started looking. I saw other people, I saw the pains in their eyes. Worst of all: They were all pretending to be happy. Why put on a mask? I remembered that I thought that. But then I started thinking (Yes, Jess, again!) Why don't put on a mask?

You don't want to share your whole world with someone. From that moment on, I promised myself, I would look around every once in a while, stop at the point where I was at that time. Be grateful to get that far. Because, if you can't see what is happening in the worlds of other people beside yourself, you'll never live in real reality. This time, at the time I stopped to look into other worlds, I was grieving over the earthquake in Haiti. Grieving because so many peoply died, all that people with everyone who has a own, beautiful soul. So, me and my family donated to Haiti. Everyone should do that. It doesn't mean that just we're at a site about a fictional thing, doesn't necessarily mean you don't have to stick to the real.

You wanna know why I was messy? I was so messy and dragged in my own world that I didn't look around. To people other then myself.

But, when my mom came home, I found my keys at home. I also found my focus again, my reason to stick to the real.

Everyone has different reasons to stick to the real. It can be friends, family, other people, or even animals or material things. My personal focus, is, although it might sound selfish, myself. I wanna be good, pure and kindhearted when I am an adult. I wanna help people. That is my focus.

Find your focus. Find your reason to stick to the real. And place it in your comment!

See you tomorrow,

With love, <3,

M-G. (You can call me Mia, by the way.)

Special note for Jess, the sweetest girl I met on this site.

Never Ending Thoughts, my Imagination and a Horrible Headache!

2010-01-20T14:28:25Z

Do you get that sometimes, too?

That you think so much about something that it gives you a headache?

Well, I have that. And it wouldn't suprise me if Bella had it too.

Most of my friends say I shouldn't think so much, because it's stupid to think about things like how the trafficlights work (Now this is a totally random subject!) But then (surprise, surprise!) I started, (obviously) thinking again.

It doesn't mean you're stupid if you think so much. Actually, it's proved that people who think more about things are more intellectual than those who don't do that. So. Here comes my question: Do you think that it is stupid to think more and further about things than absolutely necessary? I don't think so. What I also like, is to imagine things. You know, like the guy you have a crush on loves you. Think about imaginary things. Little movies in your head. And the best part about it: You don't necessarily need to talk about what's happening in your head. My next question: Do you also like to imagine thigs in your head? And do you share it with other people? My answers are : Yes, I do think a lot about unnecessary things and no I don't think it's stupid. I also like to imagine things in my head. So actually, I'm only doing 2 things: Imagining and over-thinking. So. Does anybody ever feels like this? Just comment please, so I won't lose myself in the question wheter I'm crazy or not. (If you could answer that question it would be very nice!) Sorry. I've had a really long day. You now how late it is in my country? (Holland) It's 3:19 pm. If I'm saying it right. Because here we spell it like this: 15:19. So. I say 'so' a lot, don't I?

It's important to learn, do your homework. But knowledge isn't everything. (Never thought I would see myself write that!) You also need your imagination!

My favourite quote comes from Albert Einstein:

Imagination is more important then knowledge.

Knowledge is limited. Imagination is limitless.

Think about that.

See you tomorrow. Another blog will be here bright, shiny and filled with my never-ending thoughts!

With love,

M-G.

BTW: JESS YOU ARE REALLY SWEET! HERE IS MY PERSONAL and SPECIAL NOTE TO YOU!

Bad Luck!

2010-01-19T08:19:28Z

Grrrr!

Why are mornings so incredibly stupid? Can SOMEONE tell me WHY?

If I would have Alice's super powers, I would've forseen that my teacher is sick, and that I have half the day off. Now I went to school only to bike back in that icy, snowish rain. Believe me, Holland is a thousand times worse than Forks. Because Forks doesn't have so many cars pushed together in every inch of the street. And, believe me, with the speed a car would hit you here, I think I'd rather be bitten by a vampire than hit by a car. And, as a vampire, I could live longer, than if I would get hit by a car. But, than I would start my vampirelife as Bella, she had everything she wanted. But we all will accomplish that one day. I think that everybody has an Edward (lover) and a Jacob (closest friend). But you have to open yourself for it. Let it be.

But, that sounds much easier said than done. Let it be. That can be explained in very various ways. Now what you CAN'T let be is being robbed or something, (of couse not :S)

But if someone approaches you, don't run away immediately just because he is too young, too ugly, too cute, or a little different than you are. Everyone approaches you with a reason, that's what I believe.

Real life is so complicated. I wish I could make a book, and write my own life and my own faith, and that everything would happen exactly that way.

But there are also so many NICE things in this real life, that might also are in the saga, but if we didn't had the real world, but only the saga, than it would'nt be like now: thousands of fansreunite on this site, and talk to each other about their interests! Because if we lived in the saga, than there would'nt be so beatiful stories about it!

Well, I'm done here.

See you later, read my next blog! (Probably online in 24 hours)

With love,

M-G

Real life. Real fear. Real fight.

2010-01-18T20:16:52Z

Real life. Everybody has to deal with it.

Doesn´t everybody has those times, that they wish they could just grab for a remote or something and just zap into the place they like?

For me, as a die-hard Twilightfan,it would be anywhere in the Twilight Saga. But, if I would really zap there, I really would´ve to consider the crazy blood-thirsted vampires flying around in every corner of almost every page of the saga.

So, sometimes you just have to face the real, and in my world, that would be going to highschool. Every single day, (beside the weekend, but because I´m reading almost every second in that little spare time, time flies then) you have to go to school.

Actually, I think that the whole Saga kinda refers to high school. Like the covens, they could be compaired with the high school labels that you get on the first day at high school. One important difference: As a vampire you can choose your ´´coven´´.

At high school you get your label. Now I don´t know how old the most bloggers are around here, but I think everybody has a pretty good image of what I mean. And the fear Bella experiences in the Saga for her enemies, can be compaired with the enormous fear that I think we all experienced at our first days at school.

But: Bella fights it. Isn´t that the only thing we should, and can do? In that matter, almost all of us are scared. Don´t be. If, even in a imaginary world, Bella can manage it to do everything in exactly her way, even with all those vampires who desire her death very badly, than I think we all can do it. I don´t mean the vampire-becoming thing. I mean BEAT the fear. We don´t need that enormous amount of muscles and senses. We don´t need peripherial visions, mind readers, and people who can choose our moods. We need to be ourselves. We need, and this might seem odd, but we need fear, so we can make the ultimate decision to fight it, beat it, and than, finally, tired and exhausted, laugh at the fear that, now its beaten, seems so small. We´re all so incredibly strong, but most of us don´t seem to realize it!

With love,

M-G.

Well, if this blog will be read a lot, maybe I will make a weekly pep-talk blog. Please Vote and Comment.